"As to pretty girls who went past, from the day on which I had first known that their cheeks can be kissed. I had become curious about their souls. And the universe appeared to me more interesting."
~ Proust, 'Within A Budding Grove'
Twenty Three.
Optimistic.
Pocket-sized.
Transitioning from female to male.
Sydney, Australia.

Presenting The "Original" Whimsy Personal Post. Subculture Apparel Aesthetic Appreciation. Perennial Sensibility. The Occasional GPOY. Illustration/Animation and all that jazz.

January 27

Lethargy - The silent killer

My motivation has been lacking quite a bit.

I have yet to make an update video to load up onto the tube of You, written up some penpal letters, and snail-mail reply back to a fellow transman. WHY?!

My study plans for the year have made my past week flip upside down and inside out, but I’ve opted to do a different course and I’m feeling quite little pumped about it.

My original plan was to do the Web Development Diploma course, which goes for 6 months and within the last few months of the course, I would be hoping to have started HRT (Hormone Replacement Therapy). Now the new plan is doing related Certificate IV course, which means a whole year is taken up, but not as harsh as it was last year so I could probably fit in a part time job and start saving up for costs for surgery, therapy, health insurance and a Name change.

I am planning on asking my Mum what she would have named me, had I been born a biological male. Whatever that name is, I’m planning to use it as my middle name.

I WILL JUMP ON ALL OF THIS SOON.

In the mean time, I will be flailing about and hoping I can fix some stuff up with the College campus with some admin crap.

Also, I came out to my friends’ 13 year old daughter that’s just about to start high school this year. She is such a good kid. My friend is doing a great job at raising her.

So tumblr-ites, how have you been as of late?

<3


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